We met on the first day of school, do you remember? We sat together, reading our A's and B's - you, with your mischievous smile and I, with my perennially cropped hair.
We became friends; it was prosaic in its inevitability.
I didn't get you. We now had a love-hate relationship.
We stopped talking. We were indifferent to each other.
We moved on. If I remembered school, it was only to laugh at how utterly innocent and wide-eyed I was.
You emailed me some days ago, speaking about the best days of your life. Learning your A's and B's next to me.
You were somebody I used to know.
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We were sitting together in companionable silence.
I'd squeezed your hand and said, "I am glad to know you." You smiled that usual heart-stopping smile, squeezed my hand and said, "Ditto, sweetheart."
We were sitting together in comfortable silence. I was idly flipping through the TV channels. You were cutting your nails into the dustbin.
There was silence and the yearning distance.
You were somebody I used to know.
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I was reading your old blogs. I was tracing my fingers on old photographs and wondering...
I looked into the mirror and whispered,
"You were somebody I used to know"
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[Inspired by my newest ear-worm, Somebody I used to know, by Gotye - featuring Kimbra. I must have listened to this song on loop 50 times this weekend.]